Friday, April 30, 2010

04.30.2010 It's Dark at Night

Everything is going wrong.
i don't know if i can eat. the teeth again.
Oh should move out because he's never around and he's doing that thing he does so well.
where he turns things around and he becomes some victim.
He is so good at that.
he asked why i don't go to badlands with him anymore and i said because he did something that pissed me off so i decided i wasn't going to go anymore. he says "OK, now i'm ticked off" and he stopped talking to me. he left and hasn't come back so i think i gave him what he wanted. He wanted to go out tonight without asking me and yes, he can with no problems because he's "The Victim"
then i realized, yeh, the teeth.
i guess if things are as bad as i know they are, i'm going to have to go to the dentist.
i hate/scared of dentist and it's going to be expensive.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

04.29.2010 Ships

We pass each other in the hallways.
He uses the house to sleep, take a shower, make a mess in the kitchen and then he runs out of the house the minute i get home. And he wonders if i'm mad at him. Nope. he's never around so he shouldn't even be here. i'd prefer it.
He puts his friends before all else. He doesn't see me as a friend so i am wondering why am i letting him live here?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

04.24.2010 Spring Fever

It's April 2010 and it starts all over again. It's like spring fever with Oh.
He starts skipping out and avoiding me.

The trinity of his life is Gym and Cheesecake Factory and Badlands.

He's in SF with John this weekend and before he left i told him he starts acting this way every year