01.25.2009 Liar Liar

I've called him a liar to his face before and he really didn't get that mad at me.

He lies to me a lot
I asked him
"Are you and John going to the party"
He says "No, John's not going. Eric is kind of weird about it and only wants a few people"
So he goes to the party with John and he knows that i know he's lying.
So the next day, i ask him what he did yesterday and he says "well first, we drove ....um i went to Eric's party"
It's actually kind of funny since i ALMOST catch him in a lie but he recovers really quickly.
If he wants nothing to do with me.....blah blah blah blah blah.
He's out tonight with John again dancing.
He seriously needs to move in with John.
I think it would be funny since i don't think John would allow him to sponge off him as easily as i have.
I have a feeling John would make him pull his own weight and that's not why he's lving with John.

If things get back to the way they were with Oh using the house as a pit stop, i'm not going to let that happen.
We are heading down a dark road and i don't think there is any way back.
As i've said, i believe this is going to end messy and the friendship will end if it hasn't already ended.

01.25.2009 The Neighborhood Party

I am so down.
I am so depressed right now.
I got that knot in my throat and i feel like i am going to cry.
I's so angry.
I want him out of here.
I WANT HIM OUT OF HERE!

Here's a guy who know's i'm not happy with him being here but still he stays here.
Well, who wouldn't
No Rent
No Utilities
No one to bug you to clean your room/bathroom.
Life is good for him.

He has no job
He hasn't had a job since November.

I just weish he'd have moved in with J.
He needs to move out of here and move in with J.

The friendship has been destroyed.
There really is no friendship anymore.
So really no reason for him to live here anymore.

I need to have the talk with him and ask him to leave.

The One Year Anniversary is in a couple of weeks so i think if things go along this path, i'm going to have a reason to talk with him about moving out. It's also the same week that we get furloughed so i'm on pretty good grounds to ask him to move out or move in with j.

This isn't going to end pretty.
Most likely, he's going to hate me but guess what, i know he already does and he's just using me now.

I am such a sap.