03.30.2008 Xavier's Choice

I have the choice.
Today is sunday and this weekend i spent it spring cleaning the garage and the two closets. it's been really messy and the dust in the garage made me think i had a cold but, i don't. This garage spring cleaning and the clostet cleaning started when Oh commented on cleaning up the garage. So that's what i did, he of course said he was going to help out but decided to be anyplace else but here helping me clean the garage. He left for SF to he can have sex with two of his fuckbuddies.

I have a choice.
The garage is looking nicer but i have to do something with the mountain of comic books. I have to weed out everything that is worthless and decide what i want with the other stuff, i should research EBay because i am thinking of getting rid of all the comic books. I have stuff i haven't even read.
The closets are looking better but still need work. It was probably good that Oh was gone so that i could get into the spare bedroom clean out that thing and throw away all those damn old magazines (why am i keeping them? and why am i such a pack rat?).

I have a choice.
Tomorrow i have to do some yard work (it's the ceasar chavez day off from work!) i love days off but it's another work day for me in the yard. not much of a holiday for me.

I have a choice.
Oh comes back tomorrow. this whole spring cleaning started because of him. He implied that the garage, the coffee table, the diner room table, the closets the backyard were messy and needed work. so i'm doing them one week at a time. He's was in Europe playing around for three weeks while i was spring cleaning the house and the garage. He comes back and promptly goes to SF and i'm still spring cleaning.

Do i say what's on my mind that i'm annoyed that he's out of a job and i'm here spring cleaning the things/rooms/areas he implied were dirty/messy? or do i just not say anything? I really don't want to hear his sexploitations of this weekend with the two guys. I was getting dirty while he was getting nasty. That's not any fun and it bugs me. Do i say this? I don't think so, he doesn't want to hear any of this and i really don't think he cares. it's best choice is to write this down and vent online and let it go.

that's my choice.

Sunday Cowboy hats. This guys looks cute in the cowboy hat and in his underoos

03.17.2008 Spring Purging

It's sad or is it? that i found some joy in spring cleaning this weekend.
Ok probably sad but still, it's nice to purge some of the junk in the house.
I'll be on this weekly purge for a couple of weekends, then i'll have to start working on the outside yard.
it's a damn embarrassing mess.
Oh will be back on Monday Eve. I'll miss my alone time and my house and my regular lazy solitary routine.

I think a lot of my coworkers think i'm nutzo and they kind of stay away from me which is pretty cool. I think
i'm starting to over do it too, kind of like the attention sometimes when i crazy out so i have to start watching that. Be less psycho and more even tempered. I was supposed to be the neutral on at work but lately i've been slipping back into the crazy one.

Finished the funny and goood Middlesex. I thought it was going to be all serious and it ended up being a pretty funny book. I'm glad i read it but i don't think i'll be an Oprah book club member. I'd recommend Middlesex because it was pretty humorous. I'm now reading Lullabye by the guy who wrote Fight Club (Chuck something starts with a P) it seems to be more of a odd horror story and he gives a lot of detail to the oddness. it's a short book but so far it's keeping my attention.

I think he's latino, he's hot and those arms are amazing, he's hot, he must be latino.

03.09.2008 Spring Fever

I have spring fever.
it's so pretty outside.
a perfect sunday.
did my nice light sunday chest workout and shoulder.
No one really cute at the gym, no eye candy but that's ok, i go to workout so it's good.
did a a lot of laundry and then went shopping.
bought this cute green trucker hat (i know, those are out of style but it's still cute), tight green tshirt for St. Patrick's Days, and some levi's jeans.
Came home, cooked for the week and took a long nice nap wiht all the window's open.
the weather is perfectly perfect for spring.
I have spring fever.
I still have a load of spring cleaning to do but i have two more weeks before Oh gets back.
I'm loving this time without Oh in the house.
Oddly, with the weather So So nice, i wanted to go to the club for the Beer Bust and if Oh was here, i definitely would have gone. All rested up and spring fevered to see the cute guys in the daylight.

I'll just stay home and watch Gone Baby Gone, instead of going out.

Cute guy in a Cowboy Hat