05.29.2010 Memorial Day Weekend

Not sure what happened last year but i have a feeling it's similar to this year.
First plan is Oh says we are going to SF to some museum.
First revised plan is spend the weekend with John and go to some museum.
Second revised plan is to housesit in bayarea and go to some museum with John.
Third revised plan is to have me find my own way to SF and find something to do while he goes out probably with John.
I say no.
Oh of course is relieved i'm not going. that's probably was the whole plan. put up a load of barriers and make it difficult for me to want to go.
OH is now going with John to SF as probably planned. they are going to spend the Memorial Day weekend. i have to see what happend last year. i have a feeling it's similar to this year.

04.30.2010 It's Dark at Night

Everything is going wrong.
i don't know if i can eat. the teeth again.
Oh should move out because he's never around and he's doing that thing he does so well.
where he turns things around and he becomes some victim.
He is so good at that.
he asked why i don't go to badlands with him anymore and i said because he did something that pissed me off so i decided i wasn't going to go anymore. he says "OK, now i'm ticked off" and he stopped talking to me. he left and hasn't come back so i think i gave him what he wanted. He wanted to go out tonight without asking me and yes, he can with no problems because he's "The Victim"
then i realized, yeh, the teeth.
i guess if things are as bad as i know they are, i'm going to have to go to the dentist.
i hate/scared of dentist and it's going to be expensive.

04.29.2010 Ships

We pass each other in the hallways.
He uses the house to sleep, take a shower, make a mess in the kitchen and then he runs out of the house the minute i get home. And he wonders if i'm mad at him. Nope. he's never around so he shouldn't even be here. i'd prefer it.
He puts his friends before all else. He doesn't see me as a friend so i am wondering why am i letting him live here?

04.24.2010 Spring Fever

It's April 2010 and it starts all over again. It's like spring fever with Oh.
He starts skipping out and avoiding me.

The trinity of his life is Gym and Cheesecake Factory and Badlands.

He's in SF with John this weekend and before he left i told him he starts acting this way every year

03.23.2010 Damn Civic Duty

dammit, i'm on a jury.
I tried to get out of it.
but they decided i was a nice guy and wanted me on their team.
dammit.

02.15.2010 Happy Happy

Oh yeh.
today's my birthday.
i keep forgetting that since i didn't do a thing today. i've been watching the Supernatural Marathon all day. I did some laundry. I've been avoiding the gym and have been pretty successfuly so far.
oh yeh.
today's my birthday

12.09.2009 It's Hot in Here

Yes, it's hot in here. Oh left the heater BLASTING at over 100 degrees. No one home and the house was super HOT with the heater BLASTING.

I am not happy right now.