06.28.2009 Ouchie Gone & Random thoughts

Takes five days of hell before the ouchie goes away.

On to other good news.
well not so good since it's hella hot today. Over 100 and it's too hot, it's ten pm and it's still hot outside.

I screwed up my hair today.
decided i wanted to shave it up to the ear point and it didn't work out as i thought it would and now i think i shaved it too short since my skull skin is kind of raw and sensitive. It's also too damn white, i wish it would tan nicely like a good mexican can tan but for some reason it doesn't want to tan.

nice lunch today that john came to.
too damn hot to do anything but wash the cars.
went to beer bust and that was not interesting, i did see the really cute guy who has the puzzle piece tattoo on his leg. At first i only recognized him from Badlands, then the puzzle piece fell into place and i went "OH YEAH" he's the cute guy from the gym.

I liked transformers II for what it was, a big big action summer movie. wasn't shakespear, wasn't high minded, it was a big action movie with a bunch of explosions, with a cutie latino, and a lot of big robots that blew things up. Fun times. I got my money's worth.

Damn, it's still hot and it's 10.39pm
no work tomorrow

06.26.2009 Ouchie

Day 3 (or is it day 4?) but it's still ouch.
really OUCH!
i'm popping advil like jellybeans.
OUCH!
i have to look back and see when it's going to end.

05.17.2009 Choose

A decision was made.
I'm going back to the way i was before OH moved in.
If i wanted to go bike riding.
I went bike riding.
If i wanted to go to SF.
I went to SF.
I didn't have to rely on anyone.
If i didn't go, then i was the one who flaked out.

Stop relying on others.

What does this mean to Oh?
It means what ever you want it to mean.
We didn't hang out with each other 24/7
If you wanted to do something with me, you did.

05.15.2009 Happy?

Don't rely on others for your happiness . . . .
Stop relying on others for your happiness . . . .

04.26.2009 Getting There

It's getting there.

I'm remembering what it's like to live by myself and getting used to it.
I'll do things by myself and get used to it.
I't not that difficult to remember since it's been this way for a while lately.

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04.13.2009 Monday Update

The update is that Oh is having a date with "Matt" either today at 7pm or Thursday.

I knew John was speaking shorthand and quietly behind my back on Sunday's Beer Bust at Badlands about Oh's plans. That's not nice.

04.13.2009 Happy Easter Monday

Day off! YEAH.
Furlough Day. BOO.
Day off! YEAH!

Sunday Beerbust wasn't all that bad just wasn't all that great but a few amusing moments and i came away with a smile on my face.
Oh did pick me up which was unexpected.
I wore that red shirt that didn't make me look all fat but was nice and fit sized and short sleeved so my arms kind of bulged out of them which made me happy but i was iffy and unsure if my looked kind of tubby fat but i went with it anyway.
Cute twinkie boy commented that he liked my arms and he liked my arms definition. he was envious of my arms which put a nice smile on my face. Cute Twinkie boy has great traps and looks amazing in a black square-cut tank top.

this cute young asian girl desperately wanted me to dance with her, i was on the verge of being annoyed but she was funny and kind of drunk.

Oh goes to John "I want you to workout with me again. I need you" i'm the old friend who is no longer shiny. easily forgotten.

Oh and John have these secrets that they share with me. A short-hand way of saying things that they want to keep me out of the loop. I noticed it twice. Once when they talked about Monday doing something together on Monday and once when they talked about tuesday. This definitely does not make me happy at all. John is Oh's best friend and he wants little to do with me so i wonder why should i extend my friendship by letting him live in my house. Rent free. for over a year?


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