A decision was made.
I'm going back to the way i was before OH moved in.
If i wanted to go bike riding.
I went bike riding.
If i wanted to go to SF.
I went to SF.
I didn't have to rely on anyone.
If i didn't go, then i was the one who flaked out.
Stop relying on others.
What does this mean to Oh?
It means what ever you want it to mean.
We didn't hang out with each other 24/7
If you wanted to do something with me, you did.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
05.15.2009 Happy?
Don't rely on others for your happiness . . . .
Stop relying on others for your happiness . . . .
Stop relying on others for your happiness . . . .
Sunday, April 26, 2009
04.26.2009 Getting There
It's getting there.
I'm remembering what it's like to live by myself and getting used to it.
I'll do things by myself and get used to it.
I't not that difficult to remember since it's been this way for a while lately.
Hot Latino Cowboy
I'm remembering what it's like to live by myself and getting used to it.
I'll do things by myself and get used to it.
I't not that difficult to remember since it's been this way for a while lately.
Hot Latino Cowboy
Monday, April 13, 2009
04.13.2009 Monday Update
The update is that Oh is having a date with "Matt" either today at 7pm or Thursday.
I knew John was speaking shorthand and quietly behind my back on Sunday's Beer Bust at Badlands about Oh's plans. That's not nice.
I knew John was speaking shorthand and quietly behind my back on Sunday's Beer Bust at Badlands about Oh's plans. That's not nice.
04.13.2009 Happy Easter Monday
Day off! YEAH.
Furlough Day. BOO.
Day off! YEAH!
Sunday Beerbust wasn't all that bad just wasn't all that great but a few amusing moments and i came away with a smile on my face.
Oh did pick me up which was unexpected.
I wore that red shirt that didn't make me look all fat but was nice and fit sized and short sleeved so my arms kind of bulged out of them which made me happy but i was iffy and unsure if my looked kind of tubby fat but i went with it anyway.
Cute twinkie boy commented that he liked my arms and he liked my arms definition. he was envious of my arms which put a nice smile on my face. Cute Twinkie boy has great traps and looks amazing in a black square-cut tank top.
this cute young asian girl desperately wanted me to dance with her, i was on the verge of being annoyed but she was funny and kind of drunk.
Oh goes to John "I want you to workout with me again. I need you" i'm the old friend who is no longer shiny. easily forgotten.
Oh and John have these secrets that they share with me. A short-hand way of saying things that they want to keep me out of the loop. I noticed it twice. Once when they talked about Monday doing something together on Monday and once when they talked about tuesday. This definitely does not make me happy at all. John is Oh's best friend and he wants little to do with me so i wonder why should i extend my friendship by letting him live in my house. Rent free. for over a year?
Monday Latinos
Furlough Day. BOO.
Day off! YEAH!
Sunday Beerbust wasn't all that bad just wasn't all that great but a few amusing moments and i came away with a smile on my face.
Oh did pick me up which was unexpected.
I wore that red shirt that didn't make me look all fat but was nice and fit sized and short sleeved so my arms kind of bulged out of them which made me happy but i was iffy and unsure if my looked kind of tubby fat but i went with it anyway.
Cute twinkie boy commented that he liked my arms and he liked my arms definition. he was envious of my arms which put a nice smile on my face. Cute Twinkie boy has great traps and looks amazing in a black square-cut tank top.
this cute young asian girl desperately wanted me to dance with her, i was on the verge of being annoyed but she was funny and kind of drunk.
Oh goes to John "I want you to workout with me again. I need you" i'm the old friend who is no longer shiny. easily forgotten.
Oh and John have these secrets that they share with me. A short-hand way of saying things that they want to keep me out of the loop. I noticed it twice. Once when they talked about Monday doing something together on Monday and once when they talked about tuesday. This definitely does not make me happy at all. John is Oh's best friend and he wants little to do with me so i wonder why should i extend my friendship by letting him live in my house. Rent free. for over a year?
Monday Latinos
Sunday, April 12, 2009
04.12.2009 Happy Easter
Happy Easter
Woke up.
Went to the gym (bicep day) (the really hot looking latino guy who walks like a baseball player or a gorilla not sure which but very Full Shoulder Chesty walk and his leg kind of oddly whips around. Very hot looking, dark skinned, dark hair, ugly muscle tat that obsures his awesome arms but still he has awesome arms, shoulders and very sexy legs, i'm going to have to look at the butt since i'm not usually noticing the butt)
Nice bicep day, my arms are still sore.
went to brunch with Oh and John and felt really apart from them, kind of left out of the conversation and distanced and i noticed i let it be known and kind of did and kind of didn't want it known but it happened.
came home and jogged for the first time this year. It was a good start, my legs were kind of sore at the start but eventually i got used to it but it was mainly a long walk and some minor jogging in between. Hot looking shirtless hairy chested Super HOT HUNKY LEGS was jogging with his girlfriend and their adorable rats (chiuhichis (sic))
came home, showed, watched tv.
Now internet.
later i guess i'll have an awful time at beerbust at badlands.
Oh went to the gym so i'm going to guess, he's going to give John a ride and them with me, he will say, "You can drive yourself" which will piss me off since he will give john a ride and not me. asshole.
we will see how this goes tonight.
I need to get in this habit of jogging.
HOt Cowboys kissing and they are latino, perfect
Woke up.
Went to the gym (bicep day) (the really hot looking latino guy who walks like a baseball player or a gorilla not sure which but very Full Shoulder Chesty walk and his leg kind of oddly whips around. Very hot looking, dark skinned, dark hair, ugly muscle tat that obsures his awesome arms but still he has awesome arms, shoulders and very sexy legs, i'm going to have to look at the butt since i'm not usually noticing the butt)
Nice bicep day, my arms are still sore.
went to brunch with Oh and John and felt really apart from them, kind of left out of the conversation and distanced and i noticed i let it be known and kind of did and kind of didn't want it known but it happened.
came home and jogged for the first time this year. It was a good start, my legs were kind of sore at the start but eventually i got used to it but it was mainly a long walk and some minor jogging in between. Hot looking shirtless hairy chested Super HOT HUNKY LEGS was jogging with his girlfriend and their adorable rats (chiuhichis (sic))
came home, showed, watched tv.
Now internet.
later i guess i'll have an awful time at beerbust at badlands.
Oh went to the gym so i'm going to guess, he's going to give John a ride and them with me, he will say, "You can drive yourself" which will piss me off since he will give john a ride and not me. asshole.
we will see how this goes tonight.
I need to get in this habit of jogging.
HOt Cowboys kissing and they are latino, perfect
Saturday, April 11, 2009
04.11.2009 2nd Saturday are Shits
That was close.
Oh called sand wanted me to go to Second Saturday downtown and i said no way, i don't drive down there since i can never find any parking and i'm not driving around and around.
He said this and i said that and the phone call ended me being pissed off and just hanging up.
Basically, i was pissed off that he didn't offer to come pick me up to go to Second Saturday.
Man was i pissed off.
Without hesitation, I always give Oh a ride here and there.
Without hesitation, I always let him use my car when his car is junked out and he wants to save gas.
It was last year, right after his car was repo'ed, i drove him to a Second Saturday and didn't go.
It was last year, right after his car was repo'ed, i drove him around when he didn't have transportation.
Man was i pissed off, that he didn't offer to come give me a ride.
I was all set to kick him out of here.
My mind was starting to go places that are funny but are definitely not nice.
then Oh came home and offered to give me a ride and wanted me to go.
I didn't want to go mainly because of last week when he said "Man, i feel like i'm in prison" but i thanked him for coming and offering me a ride. that was nice.
i'm such a doormat.
Oh called sand wanted me to go to Second Saturday downtown and i said no way, i don't drive down there since i can never find any parking and i'm not driving around and around.
He said this and i said that and the phone call ended me being pissed off and just hanging up.
Basically, i was pissed off that he didn't offer to come pick me up to go to Second Saturday.
Man was i pissed off.
Without hesitation, I always give Oh a ride here and there.
Without hesitation, I always let him use my car when his car is junked out and he wants to save gas.
It was last year, right after his car was repo'ed, i drove him to a Second Saturday and didn't go.
It was last year, right after his car was repo'ed, i drove him around when he didn't have transportation.
Man was i pissed off, that he didn't offer to come give me a ride.
I was all set to kick him out of here.
My mind was starting to go places that are funny but are definitely not nice.
then Oh came home and offered to give me a ride and wanted me to go.
I didn't want to go mainly because of last week when he said "Man, i feel like i'm in prison" but i thanked him for coming and offering me a ride. that was nice.
i'm such a doormat.
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