08.06.2008 Perry

Downloaded Jane Says by Janes Addiction and Pets by Porno For Pyros.
cool songs.
My Ipod is starting to look kind of retro. Freedom 90 by George Michaels. If you were here by Thompson Twins (I was 16 Candles and it's a great song from the movie), Wicked Game by Chris Isaak (he was a hot guy in the day).

Same ole with my life. I don't see any forward movement with Oh. He's kind of glued to the couch which is not a good thing.

I think i'm getting over this envy i have with Oh.
I kind of looked at my life and his life and realized, i got him beat by a mile.
I was always envious of him because he was going out to LA and SF every weekend, partying and having fun and making friends and i was home cleaning the toilets, mowing the lawn, and cleaning the kitchen. It got me down because i was envious of that. BUT everything changed with the Repo man taking his car. I realized that the most important things in life are (in no particular order though they are numbered)
1. A roof over your head.
2. Food on the table.
3. Some sort of transportation.
4. Steady job.
5. Money left over for fun.

I got all those and Oh doesn't so i'm pretty much over the envy. The important things i'm all set, he's so not near me, it's funny. Funny that i was envious of him. this inferiority complex i had toward him has now flipped to a nice smug Superiority Complex.
Neat.